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Saturday, March 06, 2004

i am so freaking piss.... firstly... let me start this... i went to sch for gym training... dunnoe why today was soso tough... if u cant imagine how tough it is...go ask jinling... kuku lor... now my everywhere pain...tml go chinatown walk i must use wheel chair le... then half way tru gym... i saw tt my phone got miss call so i call him back... den he say wad he waiting for me... say later wan meet anot... its like how was i suppose to noe u're waiting for me.... we nv even plan lor... u assume too much... den when i say i later not meeting my parents le... u ask me whether i wan to meet... den i told u i goin home wif yiling and bev... den u sound upset... wad am i suppose to do... den i told u i later after gym i goin j8 to buy present... den u say u wan to come along... but its like... "must we meet every day" i noe wad u said was not wrong but its like we have our other lives too... i cant give everything up becos of u.... den later in j8 u msg me say tt u are alone under one block of flats... it made me think when u said tt... i realise tt since we are together, u kind of neglected ur frenz... u dun even seems to wan to be wif ur frenz anymore... its as if u have time only for me...no other activitie... tt is not wrong either...but i dun think u should do tt....frenz are more important... den again....let me quote one sentence from u." i noe its not ur fault tt all my plans are mess up today... i should have told u in advance tt i wanted to meet u"....if u were me... how would u feel???.... and then i haven been spending time wif my gym mates recently, so i wanted to spend time wif them... get it.... lastly... u ask me why i sounded so moody on the phone.... how do u expect me to tell u all this... i noe its not nice to say this... but u seem very fragile... and i dun wanna hurt u... as i have told sulinah... i really feel as if i'm a guy...
mood meter: 3 Reason: fucking fustrating...

* to all who read this: pls keep this to urself... i just needed to calm myself down abit... needed to vent out... and to those who noe me better... dun tell this to the one involed...tks...*MUAKZ*

Posted @ 1:07 AM

Friday, March 05, 2004

today i abit lazy to blog...but nvm...got some funni things happen...so must blog...
HmmM....*thinking*In school wad happen ar... o ya... i fail A-maths... got 6/40...pathetic rite....but really lor...it was expected... u cant expect to pass without studying rite... okay...enough of studying... today i brought one packet of biscuits to class.... by the time school ended...left the plastic bag...lolz... den today after sch i went for gym... think i threw my temper on the sec ones... i dunnoe why...but i was abit bad mood...somemore i think they very rude lor.... super demanding... dun really have the mood to teach them... den after tt went to the gymnasium to meet cuimin niuniu...and him...... so at the gymnasium...me and cui went cycyling first... dunnoe why la... but for cui case....she was actually MASTURBATING for 20 mins... super funni.... then i heard tt levin fell off one of the machines...kuku....lucky i nv... or else super malu... den as usual... i kanna molested by cui again... haiz... o ya... one more big complain... cui and niu...went to peep over the toilet wall when i in the cubicle... walau....make me rush... stupid lor... lolz.... had a wonderful time overall la... k la...gtg...bye

Posted @ 4:25 AM

Thursday, March 04, 2004

haiyo..think my com siao liao... this second time i type... lazy to type all over again,... if any of u wanna noe wad happen in chinatown ask ling hui...she noe best...lolz... hahaz... i touch his hair....
then after tt had a tok wif him....i almost cried...but i refuse... i think got something missing...he is a pure SNAG...haiz... hard to understand....he said the 3 words to me today.... for once... i nv answered... i cant lie... i dun even noe how i feel... kinda lost and all... haiz....

Posted @ 2:55 AM

Wednesday, March 03, 2004

hellox...long time neber blog le... had to study for A-maths mahz...now finally over can slack le... today was okay...quite enjoyable overall... firstly, today i went to school wif siew Ee... super fun lor...she stay over last nite to help wif my A-maths...but like not went into my head like tt...think i too dumb baz... den hor...today PE...this cuimin accompany her to walk 3 times...somemore infront of subra... haiz...later spoil inpression...... O ya...before i forgot...today is his bday.... hahaz... happy birthday... had a super fun day today....really hope all of us manage to cheer him up... when today after sch he ****...i was super shock... i really din noe how to react.... and i felt super duper guilty.... it kinda hurt me to but i din wan to say it...hard to explain.... haiz... i think i almost cried when he was so upset...but i guess i jus refuse to cry...i dun think its worth it...haiz....den anyway....after the maths...we went mac...eat eat eat.... den i decided to follow cuimin principle: NV CUT QUEUE...lolx... after eating i was abit piss wif my mom cos she made me rush home... stupid lor... gonna gain my independence one day... best thing could happen is she go back to work...hahaz.... think i abit selfish.... den after tt me and him went home by cab... seat seat tok tok then go home... k la...gtg...goin my uncle hs liao...ciao...

Posted @ 4:03 AM

Monday, March 01, 2004

helloz...think today in class very enjoyable... hehe...the latest in thing is to take all those signs thingy... hahaz...heard they wanted to take a dustbin too... funni rite... next time we can have exhibit...lolz...then today mr lim was toking about all those poly thingy... den dunnoe why suddenly tok about mamogram...hahaz....use clip use clip...lolz....tml getting results liao...really hope i dun fail hist...or else i confirm kill syahrul one... dun noe why they think its so funni to pretend they noe wad other ppl got... hurt their feelings only... lame lor... o ya... really alot of ppl prefer moses to him... especially jinling...she is in "love" wif moses...lolz... even lester also agree that moses is betta... was so shock when i found out... maybe why he is betta is becos at least he is not fickle like u and at least moses is truthful and not a f****...hahaz... i now trying to pia my A-maths...cannot make it lor... i am very backward... if the paper is upon 40 i get 5 i happy liao...haiz... how did i get myself into this pathertic state...dotz....

Posted @ 2:35 AM

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