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Saturday, April 24, 2004

heez... been a long time since i blog... firstly,we are no longer together. lazy to update bout tt.its over. doubt i will ever go back to him. wun put myself thru all tt again. i admit it frightens me. heez... still like him but the fear is too great. get it??

the horror week is gonna pass soon. left my music class,think i'll have to drop class soon.pathetic. exams coming le. so sian. must pia... fer wad... as wad my dad says... doesnt mean u have the certs means u will get a job. anyw, i have to study. need to pass my science this term... very important... but the truth is i dun understand wad had chem and physics has to do wif the real world.

i was thinking today... wad if everything the world has stood for, change... wad if man and women change positions... cant helped feeling the unfairness of the sexes... it aint fair... wun take sh*t from guys no more... they BELIEVE the are better, they think we are inferior, they treat females badly...
but den i noe some guys are not like tt... heez... i still like some guys... lolz...

If i ever become a feminist, it would be because of u guys...

Posted @ 8:50 AM

Sunday, April 18, 2004

i'm feeling very terrible... i cant take it anymore... i dunnoe why...but after the swim on friday... i've been thinking,ALOT... wad my frenz say is true... i've become a guy... acting like one... and i truelly sick of it... the problem lies in me being too softhearted... i will difinitely give in to him whenever he cries... i think he noes it too... so that is the first thing... den on sat...someone told me something else.... tt person told me tt he smoked on friday... i din noe how to react.... i tried to be indifferent... i swear... but i cant help it... its not tt i bother about him smoking... its just tt he lied to me again... i noe its not the frist time.... but the fact is tt he promise me he wun smoke again... and then he did this... he can smoke for all i care... but cant he just tell me the truth... must he lie????? i nv confronted him about tt... and dun ask me too... he will definitely cry because he claims he lies to me and feels guilty.... i will end up comforting him... i'm feelin so messed up... there is no honesty... i cant go thru this again and again... i'm very tired... just awhile ago... he called me wanting to tok on the phone... i dun have time for it... my parents are already very suspicious about me and him... and then i have tons of hw... plus if i dun buck up in mymusic i will have to drop class... think i very stress...

the thing is tt i cant help replaying wad i heard... him smoking... i guess he thinks its cool... its down right stupid... why cant he relalise it... haiz... gonna break down soon....

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