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Thursday, August 24, 2006
I hate crying. To me tears are one of the most precious thing you own. and crying for tiny weeny matters are a sign that you lack control.
Im really glad I shared with you how I felt today. Its like a huge load of my chest. I feel that I can never talk to you properly anymore. Ive built a wall around myself with regards to you. Im beginning to watch what I say. I cannot help this awkwardness.
Rules are just guidelines. You shouldnt follow protocols blindly. and I still think you dont make sense. You did not lie to me, you just didnt tell me everything. I cant trust you for now.
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this whole thing is depressing.
pw is dumb. Im not even doing a topic which I have an interest in. Racial harmony/ Racial integration is so Singapore orientated. I can go on at length about how terrible it is. But I cant. it is not politically correct. maybe some day I will share. maybe
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I think male violinist are sexy =)
Posted @ 6:43 AM
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
Ive begun on my journey as a mugger as of today. People always deem muggers to be losers or something. But let me ask you this, would you rather mug or retain?
Btw, Ive been marked as truant.
and Im not happy about it. The more I think about it, the more bitter I become. The way I see things is rather simple. I skipped school and you accidently found out the reason. As a result, you emailed my teacher, called my mum and soon, you'll be sending me a yellow letter. Whats this fuss all about? I really wouldnt mind all these, if you enforce it on everyone else too. But I think you dont. Firstly, how many times have I not come to school this term. Only once mind you. In addition, Ive been passing up all your assignments.
I do not skip tests. Am I such a problematic kid? NOT FAIR! NOT FAIR! NOT FAIR!
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Mutually exclusive.
Posted @ 7:31 AM
Sunday, August 20, 2006
I wish I can tell you that my weekend has been really great and all but it would have been a lie. All of a sudden, I need distractions more than ever. Revising your homework is a good one. Reading hard-core/trash books are a great alternative too. I wish theres something interesting out there that I can get myself preoccupied with. I cant wait to get this term over and done with. Im looking forward to the sept hols. To get all dirty and sweaty; to get bites and all; to worship axe oil. I just want to get away. badly.
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I thought Festspiel was nothing more than a meeting of old friends. That was the only best part. I wish they had played tequila as one of their pieces instead of an encore piece. What made the whole thing even worse was the lack of courtesy by the audience. Sometimes, I do not understand whats going through those people ( I have no idea who) mind. Playing of songs through their HP is just not cool at all when watching a concert. Ding and I were on the verge of going up to them and scolding them there and then.
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I found a twin sister of Marche. Called 'village'. Same concept. they even have the cow symbol.
Posted @ 6:51 AM