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Tuesday, October 31, 2006
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I am feeling so lost right now. Chinese is like in two freaking days. Reminded me alot of the dreaded 'O' level chinese days. I remember distinctly that I mug like hell for that one. I ate, read and slept chinese all in the lovely old KFC at AMK with a hole in the seat! Chinese Os is way better than As. Last year, I had ding to save my ass my patiently giving me ting xie and simple sentences to memorise, NOW, theres nth I can study about. All I can do is pray that my China ancestors can posess me on friday morning. SIGH. Why didnt I go about finding a chinese distinction bf earlier this year. His chinese-ness would have certainly rub off me.
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I swear I hate MAT-lings. One of them bullied me today. You shall die little boy!!
Posted @ 5:46 AM
Monday, October 30, 2006
I WANT TO HAVE AN EMO POST TODAY.
firstly, I failed mock chinese. Did quite badly. Am feeling rather miserable; not because of the grades but because of the high chance that I will be re-taking chinese next year AGAIN. Sighs. Self-pity I know, but when will I ever get the chance to say goodbye forever to chinese??
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I want to touch on the topic of LOVE today. I know Im pretty rusty on this but then again, I have learned some important lessons throughout my secondary years. HA HA HA. my girlfriends are probably laughing their ass off at this. Firstly, loving someone is about taking risks. I mean, a thing as wonderful as love has to cost something right? Secondly, if you ever like someone, be brave about it and confess. Life is too short for you to wait for each other to make a damn move. If you ever confess to someone who avoids you after you confess, you can just moved on cos that person is most probably too childish and there will not be any future. Thirdly, have no regrets, try la hor, cos if you did not cherish that opportunity, than its your fault. Lastly, trust the one you love, and girls should just stop feeling insecure and guys should stop being posseive.
thanks for hearing my nonsensical words.
For even I do not do what I preach =)
PEOPLE! FALL IN LOVE, Christmas is nearing! WHEEE
Posted @ 7:46 AM
Sunday, October 29, 2006
I feel like crap. The pay at M1 is my major major motivational factor. No money = NO shopping at thailand. My colleague told me the last time she went Bangkok for 5 days, she spent 750 sing dollars there. THAT amount equates to alot of shopping. Point is, I cant wait for the trip. and anyw, I wish working at M1 came with abit more of job satisfaction. Seriously, all I do is stand there, chat with colleagues, hand out some fliers, do abit of demostration, update my
M1paragonblog, GET ALOT OF REJECTIONS, and wait for time to pass. and I feel so weird that theres no supervision at all. Owells, I need the cash so I should quit whinning.
School is supposedly over and yet Im still going to school tmr =(
Im tired and I want to sleep.
Screw PW =)
Posted @ 7:35 AM